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HANDBALL SANCTUARY

I still don’t know the fucking rules. It’s been months of watching—game after game after game—and I still don’t know who serves next. And I don’t care.

I am not here for the score. I am here for the survival.

In a city of 18-carat gold that offers you a cold shoulder in the same breath, you need a place to hide. To survive, you need a womb. You need a concrete sanctuary.

The court creates a defense system against the things you can’t escape. Outside these walls, the city beats and berates. But inside, protected by the mesh and the scarred beige plaster, these men can be who the fuck they want to be. They aren't playing a part; they are playing up the parts of themselves that the world tries to turn down. The loud parts. The brash parts. The parts that refuse to shrink.

The game is a simple machine: a blue rubber ball and a wall. But the ritual is complex. Thwack. The fierce sound of the ball gives way to the mandatory silence. The walk back to the service line. The breath between the storm.

I shoot from the back to freeze them in this holy state. They become vintage Olympians, frozen relics of athletic prowess honed over thousands of Tuesdays. These images are an homage to the "Poor Man's Sport"—a celebration of a ritual that saves them from the noise, from the grind, and sometimes, even from themselves.

Here, in the heat and the sweat, every emotion is bubbled to the surface and sweated to its death. A brief reprieve. A perfect, decaying grace.

new York-based visual artist

new York-based visual artist